Maybe you also want to "obsess" (your words not mine!) and write here about your therapy relationship because this helps you to experience it a little longer?

It is like you have a devil on one shoulder and an angel on the other. The angel is happy that you have this relationship with your T and wants you to enjoy it and then the devil is shaming you. How to make that devil go away?

Maybe you can find some other ways to enjoy this relationship between sessions so that it can last even longer?

You deserve to enjoy this relationship Rainbow.