Why is it so hard to change certain behaviours, assumptions etc.?!
The way I still am I'm not going to have a relationship. Just remembered how a previous counsellor named my attitude as (almost) a relationship phobia (I hate adding to the list of mental health issues already diagnosed though). I'm thoroughly fed up with frequently feeling so out of control over my reactions towards other people and setting myself up for all kinds of difficulties.
I try not to see this as failure, but I'd like to see more progress!
Why do I find it soooo difficult?
Sorry, I don't mean to moan too much and am grateful for the good days and moments recently.
But wouldn't it be fantastic if there was a magic pill we could all take and some of the more debilitating, severe issues we battle with would vanish or at least be less strong?