Hi Looking -

I'm sorry things are so sad for you right now.

Can you take it as a sign that this relationship wasn't the right relationship?

It's hard when you have put a lot into a relationship, and it hasn't worked out. I had this happen to me with an adoptive child I tried to help. Actually, it is heart breaking. I'm still dealing with my sorrow after four years.

I'm sorry for the pain you are experiencing.

EJ