(((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))) I don't know much about anorexia myself, but do understand the loss and anger you feel. I lost my partner 8years ago and still get angry about the unjustice in how and when one dies. some people will do everything in their power to die when they have a great life awaiting them and others have their life snatched away well before they are ready to go, it just is not right. I have come to the conclusion that we can't choose when anyone dies, all one can do is try to make the most of the time we have and try to make a difference by lessons learned by those who have passed away before us.
I'm here if you want to talk xx