Thanks for all your replies!

I did see my therapist yesterday, and was going to start EMDR, but we put it off until I see psychiatrist and get off this medication. I have never been so scared in my life, I feel so unreal, and it is scaring me so much. When i think about my life, it feels like I am not even in it!! I really don't know whether it is the medication, but my therapist said the only way we will know is to go off them and continue CBT....