Having rescieved mixed DX over the years. I to will encourage you to look into the different definitions that are out there.
As I was reading this thread we had a light bulb go on.
There are times that we choice not to feel pain or endure what is happening to us at a given moment. At one time I was told it was Disassotive fatgue. Where the mind blacks out due to the overload of stress.
It is a coping skill that most of us learn with out even knowing it.
recognising it and then choicing to exsperence it was the key for us to reduce the amount of times it was happening to us.
We hope that you can find someone that will work with you and accept you as you are a person.
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson .gif "Boy Angel")
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