well the anger is a part of you, no? So maybe you need to deal with the anger. Your self must've put a lot of work into suppressing and not dealling with your past, so it is causing havoc within your system to bring it up again and deal with it. The whole system is designed so you don't have to do that.
Maybe a part of you feels overwhelmed, is angry. Maybe learn some anger management techniques?
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“In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.”-William Styron
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