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roseleigh: Thank you!

hankster, that's funny about the Moebius band! We've got mathematicians in the family too. I like what your T said about the farther we go, the closer we get. Thanks!

skysblue, I think your question deserves a thread!! How about starting it?
My fantasy would be to have my T in my RL, or someone who treated me just like she does! I know that you probably remember Sally Field's academy awards acceptance speech (most others are too young!) when she said "You LIKE me. You really LIKE me!" That made me cry and I still think about it. That's what I would like. I always wished I could be an actress so I could have all that attention and admiration. Basically, I want to be loved, but don't we all!

I also want to write a children's book or any other book and have it be published and leave my mark on the world that way. I don't know if it's ever going to happen though.

Back to T. The child fantasies are about her holding me. I want to be held for as long as it takes to feel safe. It could be all day. I wish she would let me hold her hand for the whole session but she won't.

I wish I could love someone in RL the way I do my T. I wish my H would treat me the way she does.

I want to connect deeply with others.

That's enough for now. I have other dreams but they are too identifying and I wouldn't want to post them.

Thanks for asking me, and if you don't start a thread on this, I will.