My boyfriend and i have been dating since august 4, 2010. This is my first real relationship. What i mean by this is he loves me for me, he doesnt have high expectations, and he doesnt want "just one thing."

I know that he is THE ONE. I want to marry him and have a family. That would make me the happiest person in the world to just be with him and near him.

The problem is that we both have had our share of messing up our beautiful relationship. I said a few choice words about his mom a few months back. I was very upset at the time and vented on facebook and she read it. Things such as she shouldnt be a parent etc. On top of that i went and saw him at his house once for about 5 minutes while his mom was gone. SHe found out and was furious, which is understandable. ANd she had a high phone bill because we would call each other and talk everyday on my cell phone, but its an out of town number.

I should mention that i am 18 and he is 16. Our parents dont want us to be together, only based on our ages. Now it is to the point where i am not allowed to contact him AT ALL. If i talk to him or see him she said she will put a restraining order on me.

It hurts so much to be lonely through all of this. And to not have him to talk to. We tell each other EVERYthing and we are so alike.

About 4 days before all of this happened, he broke up with me, for 30 minutes. Then he said it was the biggest mistake of his life. We talked it over and realized we were both under so much stress and pressure.. We got back together that night. ANd now this..

Im just confused and dont know where to go from here. I am willing to wait 2 years until he is 18 its just the wait in between. and the loneliness.

Sorry this was so long. I have kept all this inside for almost a month now.