So, I guess I can consider myself bisexual, maybe. I find women attractive and enjoy being with them sexually, but I don't want to really be in a relationship with a woman, but that could change if my current boyfriend f***s up, I'm tired of men f***ing up at this point in my life.

Anywho, I've been really wanting to have another sexual experience with a woman. I haven't in like 4 years and I'm thinking about it more and more.

The problem is, I don't have the "balls" to hit on another woman because I've never had to do that and that could be considered cheating if I did. There's always a guy that set the situation up. So, I want to tell my boyfriend, but I'm scared that if we do it together, that he'll try sleeping with the girl behind my back or do something to her that I dont' like while we're in the act, then I'll flip out (unless I'm like drunk or something.) That's what happened when I "had fun" with couples, the guy ALWAYS tried to sleep with me WITHOUT his wife/girlfriend there. I think that's against the rules, but I did for my own selfish "I need attention" reasons. I don't want my guy to do that, I love him and I don't want anything that I did or whatever to mess it up, but I want to do it very badly.

Has anyone had experiences with this? Good, bad, or otherwise?