I'm sorry to hear it wiprwill. My family have been very long suffering with me. They didn't realise I was mentally ill until I got my diagnoses, but they definitely knew I was always flying off the handle and accusing people of strange things. For example, every conversation I'd have with my Dad, at one point, was undermined by the fact that I thought I knew what he was really thinking... and it was always at variance to what he was saying, or was highly critical of me in some way. God alone knows how I still have a relationship with them.