....why can't I let go? Ok so there's the string along thing he does but really... my brain should be smarter, stronger than his ********, right? Most ppl will go looking for it if they're not getting the love and affection they need, so why can't I do that? Why can't I just turn and walk away and open up to love with someone that can love me back? WHY do I stagnate? I don't understand.