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Originally Posted by tigergirl
 i read your post the other day ...... so did think of you before the appointment, just haven't been able to write until today .... have thought of you though
how did it go? did he wear a helmet and was it needed? 
what you wrote did make sense to me .... especially about the massage; it was a good idea to try. Do you think it helped at all, or did it just make things worse? .... i'm thinking of trying one soon - emphasis on thinking |
Hey TG...always want to call you Tigger...love that little bouncy one..
well, yes and no..he said it was a good idea and I was brave to try it and that he was proud of me for thinking outside the box to try it...I just think it was a little too fast..but glad it was a female and I was so stressed that it was good to try but worthless because I was a mess. No, he didn't end up needing a cup, pad and helmet, because I ended up falling apart and totally depersonalized and he ended up sending me to the hospital for a week to get safe. This time it was a "better" experience after I had some di#$head moved to another unit for walking in my room every night and freaking me and my roomates out...lovely...and finally I began to feel safer and began to heal up some and finally got out today. My T called me every day to help me maintain and to make sure I was safe and had a better experience. That was the only way I could have made it through...He has really come through for me in a huge way, and I couldn't be more grateful to him....
I hope you'll try the massage with someone you trust in a safe place when you are ready...I think I'll try it again soon too. Let me know how it goes!
Huggles!!
WB