Recently my fathers been acting like a total douchebag. I know this is not him and hes been acting very aggressive towards my mother and I but especially me. Its like hes not proud I was born or something. The last time something like this happened two keys were lost and I didnt know anything about it. He came and blamed me for losing them even though I didnt know what he was talking about. Sometimes when hes aggressive it kind of scares me and I get a minor depression and the only way I cope with this is by repressing the situations which is not healthy at all and I'm afraid ill burst someday at my father or my family member. The main problem is my country is not like the U.S or U.K which has child services and helplines. I'm completely powerless in here and he is taking advantage of my position as a powerless child and his position of being the alpha male in the house as my mother cannot come to my defense as she is powerless as well. I also feel like I have no one to talk to and if I do I feel like they will tell my father and he will beat me for it. This is also impacting my social life as I get anger bursts often and I feel like not talking to people. Please if anyone can help me with some advice I'd really appreciate it.