Well I have urges to scratch now. I try not to think of it but its hard. I got a previous tattoo touched up. I often wonder if I got the tattoo from being implusive or because I really wanted to get it. Out of the three people that have their initals on a flower none of them were worth telling, I guess I am still disappointed. My T said that we needed to continue our talk about the tattoo well more specifically why i got her initials on my arm, and that this would be an on going talk until its resolved. I dont want to SI anymore, but I miss the intensity of the pain because its so much better than emotional pain. I am sure by the end of Sept I will have a tattoo on my shoulder!