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Originally Posted by roseleigh7
Was I just born with too much NEED? I feel like I NEED too much and I always have. I know that no one really gets ALL their needs filled from babyhood, but lots of people don't turn out so messed up like me.
I feel hopeless. I think I can never get this hole inside me filled. No one can ever love me, let alone like me. I just want out somehow. I can't, CANNOT live with myself. It's too painful.
I don't want to go to therapy anymore. Maybe I'm done with it? How do you know when you're "unhelpable?"
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Oh Roseleigh, I identify with this so much. At the moment I'm just trying to be positive, and hoping that I can make some more progress with my T when she comes back from vacation. If you don't feel you're getting anything out of therapy, I would suggest trying another therapist - you never know, you might just click with them - they could have a different approach that has you seeing things from a different perspective... maybe you will have a better connection?
I know it's hard, but please don't give up - it's always worth trying something else. I know it sometimes seems to us like we're a 'lost cause', but I don't truly believe any of us are 'unhelpable'... keep hope xx
Big hugs
