I just emailed my T basically what I posted in the "What you can't tell your T" thread. I said the child part wants to lie down next to her and wants her to be Mommy. I said she wants to play with her hair and wants her to tell her she loves her, and that she wants that so badly she can't breathe.

Then I asked T if I'm bad for writing that, and that I didn't write it, the child part did.

I don't think I'm going to survive this.