((((((((Rainbow))))))))))))

even though she didn't reply about that part of the email; she did reply about the photos and to let you know you can talk about the rest of what you said next time you see her ... those things say, she is still around, still there for you ... so, the way to survive is to hang on to that knowing that she is someone who is safe to share these thoughts with

if someone does write "that" - instead of smashing your computer (which would mean we were stuck with missing you ), remember instead that she is YOUR T and you are HER rainbow and nothing anyone says changes that