(((((((Rainbow))))))))) I'm sorry you are feeling so bad right now

I think that this thought is pretty normal. I have read so many times on this psych board and others that people so desperately wish their T was their mom. I know I have asked my T everything to "will you take me home with you" to "can we run away together"? For real! And of course, we talk about what that would be like and what my fantasy is, but there we still are, in his office, and he's still not my mom, darn it

Can you be gentle with yourself and let yourself feel what you feel? I know that for me, judging my feelings makes them feel SO SO SO much worse. You wish T was your mom. You wish that more than ANYTHING right now. And that's okay. Period.

Sending hugs and hugs