for some odd reason I feel the darkness coming hard and heavey.. and I have no idea why

I just feel like curlling up and not going on. It is nto school it is just me..
I feel so alone, in this cold harsh world.. and I have no idea where these feelings are coming from.. I wish i did know..

But everytime I say I need something they do nto listen, or say they do not want to get invloved.. Aren't you invloved from brith?? Are you not invloved if you see her, play with her and take her from her home???
I am so frustrated right now.. all I want to do is Cut or something..

These walls are closing in on me.. I do not know what to do

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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