I see T in about 90 minutes...and then I have a two week break, during most of which he will be totally unavailable.

We've talked a few times this week about today's session and what we want to accomplish. We don't usually have such a structured agenda, but I guess we usually have the knowledge that there's another session soon, or we can talk on the phone, or whatever.

I do feel anxious. This would be a great time to 1) not be in the middle of this part of my story and 2) not love T so much.