I'm not exactly a new member, but really want to join the community of this forum. I am so depressed right now, yet I know if something goes wrong I will go from 1 to 10 in a heartbeat. Not a good thing because the manic in me is feeling rageful. Yesterday I spent entirely in bed just wanting to get the day over with. No one to fall back on, as I think I've burned too many bridges. I'm glad this forum is here.