I think that's a really negative way to characterize your feelings! I think you are missing and mourning your former T, and your feelings are very understandable and natural. You seem very open-minded to me, very even-handed in your assessment of the new T, and like you are committed to giving this T a chance. All very commendable! I think you should do just that--go to several more sessions and see how things go. You might even share your feelings of loss with your new T. She might be able to help with that just by letting you express that you miss your T and listening with understanding. Best of luck.