no, after being attacked by crippling viruses TWICE I am very leery of clicking on links any more. thanks though.

I wish I had the courage to pick up and go forward. Everything just seems so pointless.

FWIW, T doesn't know about all this, & how I feel about this assignment; the last time she saw me I was floating on achievement, high and happy. But the last time she gave me this assignment I had the same reaction, so this doesn't sound good, maybe like the impenetrable brick wall at last, the end of therapy.