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Old Sep 02, 2011, 12:37 PM
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Originally Posted by Indie'sOK View Post
Hi,

Does your tension and anxiety just take the life out of you? Work is all I can concentrate on, all day long. I don't want it to affect my schoolwork.

I'm sorry if I sound ungreatful or whiny...I don't know what to think. I'm just tired...............I want T right now but don't feel so bad as to "need" her, you know?

Does anyone know what I mean?
Every day my emotions, i.e. anxiety drain me. By the end of the day I just fall down. I work every day where emotions are high and I am dealing with people in ways that constantly challenge me. But just emotions themselves are wearing. It's a lot of mental work.

And I don't think you sound whiny or ungrateful. I think many of us are guilt-baited about expressing ourselves. (I've been, at least).

Billi
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