And an update from me...

Since my counsellor is still in training, she had to speak to her supervisor (who I respect and like) about my SIng. Apparently, he wasn't surprised. Don't know if thats a good thing or a bad thing but whatever...

She put together the plan, and until my appointment with her next week, if I've ever got the urge to do it, I've got a few options of things I can do. All doable, but I've got to try and stick with it. And I'm not supposed to feel awful if I can't stick with it, just to try the next time.

She asked if I had thought about it or done it since my last appointment with her. I couldn't tell her the truth, its eating me up inside. Next week I'll tell her, I just couldn't do it right now. *sigh*

Anyways, thanks everyone for your support, much appreciated.