You know thinking about that makes me angry-why in the heck did he even have to tell me that he added another client-especially when he told me he wasn't going to add any to his already busy schedule...I mean I know that we don't have a set time right now and I usually email him and we work out a time for the week-and he was telling me to do it sooner rather than later b/c he hasn't scheduled this new client for any time...I don't know it was a weird session filled with the full range of emotions and responses...
The hug thing upset me more than anything-and I'm sure we are going to talk about it in the next session-it made me feel ashamed and wrong for doing it (I'm sure that wasn't his intention) but it still hurt...I don't know if I can handle this T stuff anymore-I want to quit so bad