Does anyone find it weird that I would get enjoyment out of popping zits. I just did one and it got me to thinking about my teenage year again. I've always enjoyed popping them. Not only because I know they will heal and go away, but also because I get to stand in front of a mirror and watch myself squeeze my skin so hard it rupture and bleeds. I get a sick enjoyment out of that cracking sound when the skin breaks and the puss and blood fly out.
I'm sorry for even writing this because I know how disgusting it must sound, but just wondering if this would be considered SI or I just that messed up