Some of you know that I was sexually abused as a child . My brother made me perform oral sex on him. Now the thought of having this procedure next Thursday to see what is going on with my heart is causing me alot of anxiety, flashbacks and I dont know if I want to go thru with it. I wont have any control when I am under sedation then for the prodedure. and they are going to stick that that thing down my throat. I dont want them to do that!!!!!!!!DONT LET THEM DO THAT TO ME! I'm so scared.