i took it again and answered it slightly differently, for things i wasnt sure about. i might have been lying to myself on some of them, though, i kind of felt that way, though im not sure

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Moderate
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

how can i overcome my selfishness? if i conscious try to be more considerate the needs of others, will it eventually become a part of me, without having to think about it? EDIT: apparently its much more than that..
http://www.toad.net/~arcturus/dd/narc.htm

i feel like it probably is a real issue. ive realized this is more along the lines of what i actually have. not APD. how oh how can i overcome this? is it impossible? is this stuff like hard-wired into me?

i was reading up on it and "NPD traits are common in adolescents and may not necessarily lead to NPD in adulthood."

so maybe i will grow out of it naturally...but maybe not

anyway as you guys can probably tell i am very interested in improving myself for the better...

sorry for all this posting