Hi Andrew..
I'm glad you came by and posted. You are always welcome here and can post here and feel free to talk and know you are pretty safe to just be and relax.
We all kind of chat and listen and help each other out. There's no reason for you to be alone. Don't know how old you are, but if you need a friend or get a little out of sorts or nervous..just shout out...there's usually someone hanging out.
Take care..
Wysteria Blue