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The stability is over. After about 5 days of feeling really normal & adjusted & happy, my brain is simply overwhelmed. Mania in overdrive & I really cannot cope. I hate that it always goes from 0 to 60 in a heartbeat & I can't even have any fun with it or be productive! I just go from feeling normal or melancholy to flying so fast that I can't catch my breath, let alone think coherently. It's so aggravating. Not to mention the psychosis is back in full force. Every time the cycle starts over, it gets harder to deal with. *******. And I have this horrible migraine. I just feel like I am in this waking stupor. My thoughts aren't even racing-- They are just this unbearable pressure in my brain that is unable to be released. FML. : (
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