Delicate, you have put voice to my own thoughts so well. As I read your last comments here, I considered copying them to share with my therapist. I have actually asked her to not touch me since it stimulated so much a rush in me I felt uncomfortable. (I am a married man.)

JBMomG, no, never called myself Zooropa. I'm less a U2 fan now and have even tried to drop the zoorpoa location. I'll leave vertigo though since it describes how I feel emotionally far too often.