I'm afraid to go upstairs. I thought I felt better after we talked and it was all out in the open, and she said she "doesn't dislike" me. But I'm getting sadder and more scared each day now.

I don't have DID. Just ego-fragments. All the parts are co-conscious and always have been. But I do have a few stuffed animals for Heidi. She is the creative part, but she hasn't been able to do much lately. I don't have much creative energy this month.