my pets are my kids! sounds weird for a 26yo to say, but it's true. i live on a farm and have cats, raising kittens from the day they are born. so to me, they are very special!

tonight the pain continues however. just lost my 4th cat in nine weeks! his name was Rusty, and he was just over a year old. he had been sick for a little while, and i knew something was wrong with him. but had just started giving him medicine a couple days ago. and tonight he seemed okay, like usual. and three hours later, he's on the verge of death... (died within the next two hours)

i'm a person who has depression (t.r.d.) so this crap makes things even worse for me. and the amount of pain i'm in right now is umimaginable! i just can't take this anymore...