Shay dont you dare worry about posting too much !

Im so sorry your feeling this way . As Sun said maybe you need a medication adjustment.. Just try to relax and be kind to yourself , Yes i know its hard

This site has honestly been a life saver to me ,, just being able to say how i really feel and what im going thru and NOT being judged is so important as most all of us feel so bad so often ,,,

Just hand in there
Wishing you some peace and love ~