Have you ever noticed how you can like someone so much, but they barely even notice you? There's this one guy taht I like online. I guess you could call it a crush. But this guy barely knows I'm alive. That bums me out.

I guess what I want is he undivided attention. He's very special to me. Not like I'd up and leave all I know just to be with him...but just to let him know I care for him and him feel the same way...that would really make my day.

So why don't I do it? Well, he has no clue how I feel at all. I can't just go up to him and say...hey, X, I really like you. I just can't. Guess the whole fear of rejection thing plays a part.

Oh well.