When I make quick/bad decisions, there is an implicit trust I have in myself. It is only afterward that I look back and go "I've got to try a different approach next time."

Ironically, it's when I DON'T trust myself, when I am conscious of my potential for destructiveness, that I make the kind of decisions that would make someone feel they can trust themselves.

If I had to choose between one or the other, then no, I do not trust myself.