Bebop,
That replay in the mind, will take awhile to lose or at least be less in the forground of the mind.
In 1979, I had what we called a brand new car,stolen at gunpoint where I worked. My alram beeper had gone off once that week,went to parking lot and it was only guys putting up a new sign on our building. But the following week, my beeper went off (silent outside, but only inside one can know) went out to check, this time is about 3 guys speaking Spanish, didn't seem to realize I was telling them to get out of my car,the cops will be coming, one guy lifts his head and pointed a gun at me, SOB was in MY car and does this?? Well, they sped away, car never recovered but insurance gave me full value. That was annoying too, I had to wait 30 days before the car was considered missing/totalled before getting the check to get another car.
Sorry for the long storey, which is longer too.
But just wanted you to know this will take awhile, I guess I should be happy they didn't shoot me, I suppose.
Sending you wishes from my heart for better days to come soon.
Sincerely,
DE