So to start off, I'm Anna. I am an 18 year old female, graduated from high school last year, and suffer from depression. I don't know if depression is causing me to act like I am, so I'll let you judge.
Yesterday I was texting a close friend of mine and it seemed fine for a while. After she mentioned to me that her boyfriend was in town I started to get irritated.
--*backstory:* She started dating him 2 months ago. She lost her virginity to him and she's already had a pregnancy scare. I don't like him, and many of our other mutual friends don't either. She also has told me every intimate detail of their sex life. Don't think I wanted to know that, and I told her that it is personal but she kept telling me. He takes the bus (an hour drive) every weekend to see her, which I think is a little obsessive.
So anyway, after she told me I said "I wouldn't want to take up any of your precious time with your boyfriend." Now I know that it was a little harsh, and a lot of this is my fault. Long story short(er), I told her a lot of things that I had thought about her for a long time such as the fact that she is simply oblivious to the world and lacks common sense. I feel bad, but I don't think she'd ever forgive me.
Actually, I'm not sure that I want to be friends again. Over the years we've been friends she has been the cause of lots of irritation and stress to me. Like I said before, she has no common sense. Most of the time she acts as if she is an alien and doesn't understand earth and how it works.
Is anyone willing to share their thoughts on the situation? I know that this is pretty much my fault and please be honest with your comments. Maybe I won't take it so well but I'd appreciate at least one person telling me the truth for once.