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Originally Posted by TheBunnyWithin
This, for instance. Why do you say that? Is this how you really want to be? Is there any room for improvement here?
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Because that's how I am. I never go all soppy for anybody. FFS I'm going back to therapy to make sure she's okay, yet it's supposed to be about me. It is pathetic and weak. I'm strong, I've always been emotionally dependent on myself. I feel anger towards her yet I could never hurt her. Damn her for making me feel so inferior. Yet I also wish her good luck. I say this to balance out karma.
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If you promised you would come back, and are worried that you may have destroyed her psychologically, it sounds like you need to go back. One - to keep your word, and two - to reassure yourself that she is OK. Since you want to remain with one therapist only, my feeling is that you should go back and tell her how you've been feeling since you left. It just seems like there is "stuff" to work on here. Good luck, whatever you decide to do!
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Yeah I don't know. Thanks for your advice.