Thanks for the concern. I will look into the book you mentioned but at the moment I don't think I have anything to be worried about. I love Mandy and she loves me and if things don't work out between us we'll just get a divorce somewhere down the line and move on with our lives. We are going to wait six months before we get married too.

I am aware we haven't been together very long and we've only known each other for just under a year but we have both never been happier and we think are making the right decision. I'll admit, the first thing that attracted me to Mandy was she was like Jessica but I basically fell in love with Mandy for being 'Mandy.' There are still things I don't know about her and I am still finding out (like I mentioned on my 'I Have A Problem' thread) but everybody has their problems and nobody is perfect.

If Jessica had lived we would have got married and it probably would have been a perfect marriage because we knew each other so well and we loved each other. She was like a sister to me (in a non sick way) and we wanted to be together forever. I asked her to marry me when I was only fourteen, she said yes and I put a burger ring on her finger. We spent the next two years planning what we were going to do with our lives until she was ultimately taken away from me for reasons I’ll never understand. I’m never going to be able to have that type of a relationship with another woman but with Mandy I can have something close and I will happily settle for that.