bebop,
I'm so sorry this happened to you. You said you were hit by something on your side....Is your side OK?
Like others have said, I'm sure this event will re-play in your mind over and over for quite some time.
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I am beginning to wonder what I have done wrong lately. it seems as if I am being punished for something with all we have had going on the last year.
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I believe that bad things happen to all types of people-- good, bad, happy and sad people. I truly don't believe that you are being punished-- these things that have happened aren't happening for punishment.
I believe-- (and must believe) things good and bad happen randomly for the most part-- it just happens to be a part of any- one person's life.
I will hope for "good" things to happen in your future.
Wishing you inner peace.
mandy