I am not really sure how this is supposed to work, but here goes. I have been feeling severely depressed for almost a year now, and it just keeps getting worse there are days when i don't have the strength to get out of my bed or simply open my mouth to talk i used to be an overactive person but not any more there is this constant feeling of emptyness that can even be felt as physical pain, when i cant bare it any more i cut myself as form of distraction, i have tried to over dose twice already, and there is still nothing in my life that is worth waking up on a morning i feel as if my existence is basically to suffer. i am not just sitting back and letting it happen i am fighting and trying to do things that would get me out of it i have been to 6 different psychologist but no real progress has been made, i tried to start an exercise program but it takes to much out of me just to do that. my world is crumbling around me and everything in my life is being affected the life i had i dont have it any more and it just feels like there is no more hope no reason to go on... I wish i did not have to wake up tomorrow.