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I like what you guys had to say...dang I know that there is a spectrum but I always feel like I'm off the charts lol;
@Gus1234U-man, the gender distortions in society must be what's messin with me...femlaes are supossed to be all passive, frail, and who knows what else...apparently there are still pay differences....I have not come across that yet, I work at a gas station and we all get $8 an hour lol. But I know it's out there. Yay Olpha M Johnson, first female Marine. haha. So maybe I don't hate females, just females that follow societal bs? oh and "ambigenderous"-thats awesome lol
@omers-I hate being young lol-or actually the fact that I'm not stable yet in who I am; although, not gonna lie, figuring it all out can be fun...just the confusion that gets so annoying. I have been attracted to feminine chicks too...I hate that, it scares me a little lol. Cuz I can't predict myself, and I have no clue what it is I want for myself lol.
@unhappyguy-yeah I freakin love butches lol; but wouldn't ya know it... butch-butch relationships are way more uncommon than butch femme. I know it's possible though lol; oh man yeah the butch-femme society...If there was one in the area I think I would go to meet butches haha. I swear they all hide, and dammit they never make the magizines/tv ect, and when they do it's for straight men, nah mean? blah lol. Ellen degeners or whatever just doesn't cut it for me lol. But man it's cool-it is a start. I wanna see a lesbian or gay commercial-man whoever does that first is gonna get their company in the history books. If I owned a buisness I'd be jumping on that...cuz at least they represent the country fer real-equality dammit.
@inedible-it's funny you mention DID...I have strains of it....but I don't think I actually have it. I have experienced going through a day and then having money and having no idea when I withdrew it-but I consider that to be my ins and outs of depressive phases do to life events and stressors; I do split "I" verses "you" within myself, but I am conscious of it...I make "I" everything ideal in myself, I makes "you" everything I disdains. lol I record myself talking and actually got to the point where "I" is a rock of support rather than demeaning...but I due this all consciously though so I don't think it's any real problem in my life..that is, I do not claim to have DID, although I can relate people who do sometimes.
I don't know about the crowd inside....I think I'm just going through wishing I'm something I am not. Interesting perspective though...I might see how that evolves lol.
Thanks!
-obj
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