I am not an Adult Baby, and Have no interest in that. But ever since I was a little boy, I used to steal my baby brother and sisters diapers, wet them, and then as a teen i would get off after words pretending that the lower part of my body was a hot young girl all wet. To this very day I feel safe secure, and sometimes turned on wearing a diaper and wetting in it. I wear them on long trips, or to concerts, or when out having a drink or two. Just the thought of a woman wetting her pants, or peeing in a diaper drives me crazy. I have no idea why, I don't know where this comes from. I can recall as a kid around Kindergarten age, and up always wanting to be in diapers. I am 44 and have never yet found a woman ( at least one who will admit) to wearing diapers for fun. Only ones who wear them because they have to. yet I read stories on line, and hear stories of girls who pee for their boyfriends, etc. Why am I like this? There is a big part of me that wants this to go away. yet I have gone so long with diapers at night now, that I actually do wet the diaper in my sleep. I am now afraid to try to sleep with out them. I can put them away for a couple days, but then I get that strong need back. I have even worn them to work at times. I just feel so safe and secure. Do I need serious help???
Bryan