I will keep you in my thought's and prayer's and sending a big hug your way everything is going to be ok (((((((((((((wishingonastar)))))))))))))))! diffidently one day at a time! I no longer have my parents on this earth but they will always be with me in my heart and that does give me some comfort. What is stopping you from helping your dad? I think you can do it if you try! Start out small work your way up, I have faith you can do it! You are not a bad person just because you are depressed and don't feel like doing anything. Like I said start small. more hugs((((((((((wishingonastar)))))))))))