Hi space,

I can understand the feeling of loneliness and believing that "is this the best I can get?" Space, you have to give yourself that chance to be happy and no one, NO ONE should ever settle for less. He is very honest with you and you will not change his mind. No matter how good you are to him, he's already told you that he doesn't want a committed relationship. You're slowing giving your time and precious part of yourself to a relationship that will end in disappointment. Find someone who will appreciate you and is also looking for a committed relationship.

You will find that someone who will fit your dreams so don't waste your time with this guy bc every moment you're with this guy who doesn't want the same things as you, you can be missing out on a opportunity to meet the right guy who will make you happy. You're precious, your time is valuable so don't give that to just anyone. You say this is your last chance to have a relationship but hun, he's already told you he doesn't want a relationship so what's there to miss out on. You guys are just playing house and he's stringing you along so why play by his rules. You're important space, value you that bc this guy isn't there to stay. I know you enjoy the time and moments you spend with his guy and its a new experience so its exciting but at the end Happiness is the true excitement: not trips, restaurants, or cuddling.

If you don't see that for yourself to be loved, respected and that you deserve to have that chance to be happy then this guy won't see it either. Don't play house with this guy. I wish the best for you. You deserve the real thing.