wonder what is going on in my head. it feels like there are rocks in it. new med. remeron and i do not like it. we still don't have a fulltime psych doc at clinic and i'm dealing with different people everytime i go there.

have been going to T with daughter and she is trying to help daughter be more accepting of bipolarII. i love the T. wish i could afford her. C's insurance pays for the sessions for the two of us. she's very intuitive and sharp.

anyway, i'm depressed. hugely. just want to crawl into a hole and not come out. trying to come out, but it's so hard. pdoc took me off prozac and i think that was a huge mistake. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. when i go back, it will be a different one and i'll have to start explaining things again.

i'm just whining and *****ing and feeling sorry for myself. perhaps tomorrow will be sunnier. p