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Sep 06, 2011, 04:02 AM
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Member Since: Apr 2011
Location: Io. Near Jupiter
Posts: 1,034
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Hang in there. Don't be put off by a relapse. I used to si loads, and I still have the urge. What you need to do is think about you're self.
Dont be worried about scars or cuts that people can see, try to look @ why you cut. Me, I used to cut all the time. I woke in physical pain, and tried to hide my cuts. That meant long tops, shirts (to cover my arms). I found though that only looking at why I cut did I find the cure to not cut.
I was lost, lonely, without friends, felling like I lived on the moon. I never wanted to cut, it was something I never thought, never even dreamed of that I would do; it was something 'I' would do to myself. So I have had to look at myself for the reasons why I would cut myself. Then I found ans to questions. I did not like what I found inside, but I have to be me.
I am not ashamed of myself, I am .......like you, a good person.
I understand why you cut, it is a feeling of release and of being in control of something when feeling out of control.
Do not change you're self. The way I see self harm is I look at my self, I self harmed big time. I 'am' still me though, a good person. Certain situations arrive in life. Things that we could never predict, but 'we' are still our self's. Good People.
You're T should be supportive of you so don't worry to much about another's opinion, a T is for support, and there to help you. You do have to be anything other than you're self.
The world is full of others opinions, you're's is the most important.
Love you're self.
I do under stand how it feels, its like trying to gain control when feeling out of control.
PC stopped me cutting, when I came here, I suddenly stopped..
Thank you, and thank you PC, and thank you all members of PC.
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